What is this Cloud?

In search for truth, i am loosing myself,
In loosing my self, i’m forgetting myself,
In forgetting myself, i find a dense cloud,
Bright, vast, forever stretching, but not a single sound….

There are so many people around me, but i cannot hear them speak,
I see them talking to me but the sense does not meet,

They say i am to earn money…
Earn more and fill a hole….
To do what i ask? And they say to get a future secure

I may have a business, i may have some cash, i may have people both polite and rash….

They ask me how i feel, but then sleep in a quick flash,

I wanted to say “i am okay”, but wait… where did all go, hahaha to their own little worlds perhaps….