I had a strange experience today. At the time of my lunch I was blissfully attended by the person who took my order by already punching in the order and saying to me, âxyz amount for the usual, Sirâ. “The usual…”, I have always wanted to hear that. Believe me I really have wanted to hear that someday. That day was today. But funny thing is, today, I wanted to order a different coffee. I wanted to ask if they had something called a âDecafâ, but before I could ask, I saw a sparkle in the eyes of the receptionist. Then I saw the order screen, my usual order was punched in. The time stopped for me for a moment. I could have asked for a different coffee but when that moment unpaused for me, I smiled and showed him a thumbs up, ordered, ate and returned home. Now I am thinking, đ€. WTF.
Who am I, really? What is that I want? Am I lost? I………………… What the F did I do?????

Nice experience đ
LMAO!!! Thanks. All guidance welcome!