lmao!!! It felt like inability to breathe even in the presence of rich air, as if the lungs didn’t want to fetch the air, the mind didn’t want to instruct, a state of helplessness.
Were you possessed? Did you feel like something was holding on to you and you couldn’t breathe or talk?
Not sure. Sort of apprehension. A burst of conflicting thoughts. Anger bound action impulses and almost instant suppression by reason and practicality. Something like this.
‘Apprehension’ .. new word to me.. nice.. (looked it up on google for the meaning).
So you had this feeling and you investigated it within yourself and it ceased?(feeling proud of myself using this word)
it was a burst of these feelings for a longer duration.
Did you investigate it at that time or you only dwelled(another feeling proud moment for me) in the anger type of feeling?
I didn’t get the question. Can you explain a bit?
You’ve mentioned that you had these anger bound action impulses and almost instant suppression by reason and practicality.. what do you mean by that?
Ah ok. In that case, It wasn’t exactly dwelling, I was in that suspended state where I knew I was in trouble, I wanted to get out but I could not. Imagine being claustrophobic and stuck in an almirah.
Oh okay… do you recall why you had those emotions? Or if you could recall the feeling that you had are you able to see what is it that is actually happening inside you and why is it?
Yah, I know the reason. It’s unreasonable people who are stuck with ego and power to an extent that their stretch is choking my breathing space. And the responsibilities are now feeling like shackels.
Anything got stuck in your nose or mouth?
lmao!!! It felt like inability to breathe even in the presence of rich air, as if the lungs didn’t want to fetch the air, the mind didn’t want to instruct, a state of helplessness.
Were you possessed? Did you feel like something was holding on to you and you couldn’t breathe or talk?
Not sure. Sort of apprehension. A burst of conflicting thoughts. Anger bound action impulses and almost instant suppression by reason and practicality. Something like this.
‘Apprehension’ .. new word to me.. nice.. (looked it up on google for the meaning).
So you had this feeling and you investigated it within yourself and it ceased?(feeling proud of myself using this word)
it was a burst of these feelings for a longer duration.
Did you investigate it at that time or you only dwelled(another feeling proud moment for me) in the anger type of feeling?
I didn’t get the question. Can you explain a bit?
You’ve mentioned that you had these anger bound action impulses and almost instant suppression by reason and practicality.. what do you mean by that?
Ah ok. In that case, It wasn’t exactly dwelling, I was in that suspended state where I knew I was in trouble, I wanted to get out but I could not. Imagine being claustrophobic and stuck in an almirah.
Oh okay… do you recall why you had those emotions? Or if you could recall the feeling that you had are you able to see what is it that is actually happening inside you and why is it?
Yah, I know the reason. It’s unreasonable people who are stuck with ego and power to an extent that their stretch is choking my breathing space. And the responsibilities are now feeling like shackels.
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